#5

So, I'm currently sitting on hold waiting to figure out if I can go to the lab by my house or if I have to trek to fountain valley tomorrow morning. Woo. I finally get to go get my blood work done. I've been slightly stressing/annoyed because my auntie Flo wasn't coming...usually after i do my 10day dose of provera, Flo comes to visit w/in 2-3 days after I'm done...but this month, i finished my dose on the 16th and Flo didn't come until the 23rd. I was totally annoyed and thought that my body hated me...and then I thought that maybe I was pregnant and I had harmed my baby by taking the provera...and so I took a pregnancy test...and of course it was negative...but still, it was frustrating. So it finally started in the middle of the night on Friday, yay.

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ARG...i'm annoyed! So good news is, they said I could go to the lab by my house,...but then they checked to make sure the labs were ordered...and, THEY WEREN'T! UGH. I checked the e-mail from my doctor and she said she was ordering them on the 18th of last month. Arg! So I'm supposed to get my labs done tomorrow and now I'm going to have to call the doctor in the morning and see if she can order them and then go get them, all before going in to work in the morning. Frustrating, I really hope I don't have to wait until next month. :(

So it looks like this is turning into a blog about trying to get pregnant. LOL Of course this isn't all that is going on in my life, but I guess it's a pretty big important thing. I really do want to start a family and now I'm getting impatient. LOL I know I need to relax, but right now there isn't enough chocolate in the world that will take the edge off. Kinda fitting, I just finished watching Julie and Julia and it appeared Julia Childs couldn't get pregnant...yah.

So, I'm more calm now and I'm going to change the subject. When I was on vacation with my family early this month, my oldest sister taught me how to knit. I've always wanted to learn how to knit and now I'm super excited to get started. I plan on going to the yarn store today to pick out something that won't look lame for my first real project. I'm sure I'm going to go nuts while trying to learn, but I love doing things with my hands, and this I can also do while I'm watching TV. LOL

Another thing I'd love to do this year is take a ballet class. There is one in Long Beach that I used to go to but it is so expensive. They ask for $20 a class now, when I used to go there it was $12 a class and you could pay $10 a class if you bought them in a bundle. I guess now if you buy a bundle it is anywhere from $15 a class to $12.75 a class...so we'll see. I may look around to find another class, or I might just go like twice a month. I just really want to dance again. I miss dancing. I wish I could find a modern dance class in the area, but that will take a little more searching I guess.

I also need to get my paperwork together for getting Licenced. I need to stop putting it off, but then again, I know I can't afford any prep classes until July, so I guess I can afford to put it off a little longer. But, I would like to get licenced this year, I'll get an 8% raise at my job and I will be closer to being able to become a supervisor in my field, which is a goal I def. have. ;)

Okay, I'm off to the yarn store. Yay for the sun being out!